Rumor Has It12:49 AM
“Haters are only there as a reminder to show you you're loved “
Have you ever felt judged,or even hated by others?
Yes, I have. Obviously, we have.
Some people dislike me, literally. (It’s okay, you don’t have to like me) :)
and I used to care too much about what people say of me, I feel like I'm being judged a lot of the time. Okay, let’s pretend I’m too cool to care, yeah I have been thinking how the judgement of others bring influential factors in my life.
I have a story. It happened a half year ago, when I heard a gossip about me (one of harsh gossip I’ve ever heard), some people at my campus (classmates, seniors or whoever they are) gossiped about me, they said to others that my laptop was a second-hand laptop…..WHAT?????? FYI my parents bought me that laptop in Story, Ewalk, an apple store in Balikpapan, and it was NEW (my dad will be so sad if he knows it).
I had no idea why they were stupidly spreading that kind of shitty gossip, in my opinion, they might be jealous. Since Im the only one who use macbook at class. I was really annoyed and mad at the first time I heard it.
Well, who doesnt get annoyed when you hear there are irresponsible people dared to talk about a person who they just knew. I am a freshman from another city and they already judge me, they talked about me. Who do you think you are? You guys are terribly pathetic :))
There’re might be another gossips about me. Well, like I care. I dont bother with those shitty stories which ain't right at all. SO, talk as much as you want to, I wont give a shit about what you think about my life. You have a right to judge me and I do not care as much anymore about how others see me but how I see myself :)
HOWEVER, I'd like to thank you to those people who are too involved with my life. Especially thank to those people who are having huge interest with every single little thing about me, im truly honored, it clearly shows me that you really have a pathetic life :)
By the way I keep playing this song over and over again. It’s really a good song.
“You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man
You can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know”
Naughty bag / Busantie shoes / Casio watch / Eliezer top / Unknown flower skirt + leather belt
Pictures taken by Christiani Kanilo