Until The Rains Start Coming Back11:22 AM
Took the pictures a few weeks ago, thanks to Dica who was willing to take my outfit pictures. But too bad, the heat was unbearable that day and the sun was shining too shiny.
Tons of things happened yesterday, I cried a lot when I had a long conversation with mom, I told her everything what I’ve felt and been through in the past two weeks that ironically had successfully make me stressed and felt the guilty. Some people blamed me because the thing I didn’t do, it wasn’t even my false. What an awful weeks.
Mom listened my talks carefully and patiently, she gave me powerful words to keep me motivated and becoming stronger than before. To not overthinking about everything, cause it just leads me into negative thoughts and bad mood literally. She told me to always believe in Jesus who always give us the strengths we need.
Whoah, so good after having a long conversation with mom. She has a power to make me calm, she is the only trusted person who I shared my dreams with, she is the one I can talk almost everything with, from juicy gossip, serious talk to future plans.
Yeah that's my mom :)) Thanks mom for everything.
Been realized that nothing comes perfect, I might had those happy moments, great, joyful and cheerful days, but there’s still the day that has sadness and its awful moments which were sent out to this life purposely (out of any particular explanation), but I believe that the ups and downs things were meant to make my life keep in balance :)
To those people who love underestimated I and my parents because some reasons, thank you very much, because ‘you’, we grow stronger, and getting better each day. Trust me, no one can beat my little family :)
Well, it was such a stressful day, hope this day and the next will get better, better, better and better...amen
Have a productive day good people :)
Converse shoes / Unknown striped top + printed skirt + belt / Urban Rose hat
Pictures by Dicanoshita Christy Pandelaki