THE REASON WE ARE SEARCHING FOR7:17 PM
Hello gorgeous people :) Miss me much? I’ve been sick since last Saturday, I have super massive headache and tummy-ache which came without any invitation. I went to doctor yesterday and the doctor just said that I have to sleep earlier to deal with these annoying sickness. I’m still recovering myself now. I need (and I want) to be a healthy person for now, I still have final exams next week and there are so many things I have to do in a healthy condition and healthy mind. It sucks to be sick, you can do nothing, you just lay on your bed because your body is so weak and your head seems like want to explode with the pain that no one can describe but you. The worst is when you are sick you are getting to know who’s your real friends and your fake friends (the ones who just be with you when you are on top/wealth & happy, but when you are feeling down, they wont be there with you, wont help you with making those classic excuses). I found out ‘those people’ now but I don’t want to blame anybody, it must be my fault, yes I must be a bad person who sometimes can be so selfish, rebel and careless to them therefore karma does exist.
I should be a better Ollyvia in the future and building my relationship with God stronger. I realize my faith has decreased these past weeks, I am so sad because on my twentieth life I feel that I’ve become a bad person, I made so many mistakes, I broke all the promises and commitments, I seldom go to the church lately. I need to grow my faith with God stronger. I really need all your help to lead myself closer to God ;’)
Last but no least, it’s about our decision to build relationship with people. In life, some people have come to assist you through a difficulty physically, emotionally or spiritually, they provide you with guidance and support. They may seem like a biggest gift from God and they are there for the reason. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled.
Some people come into your life and they have come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. But it is only for a season.
And you will meet the lifetime relationships that teach you lifetime lessons (your relationship with God, with your parents and your beloved lover). Your job is to accept the lessons, to love the person, to be thankful for their existence and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
I am going to hold a giveaway for my beloved readers as I promised this week, just wait and hope you join the giveaway :)
Stay healthy and happy.
PULCHEER_ floral docmart / NAUGHTY bag / HANARU PARK necklace + bracelets / CECILINE skirt / ITALICA top